Aq xminx lbh dri kO....Cuma jgn ganggu hdp aq..dh la msOk dlm khdp org tnpa beri slm....& bt. aq mcm nieyh???trOs terg aq ckp klO kO rsa nk jdiK msOh aq, ckp awl2....xyah jdiK TALAM DUA MUKA...aq xlrt nk tgOk lakOnan kO...& lgi satu, aq xskew ble ad org ketiga yg msOk cmpur dlm hbgn aq!!!sbb kO bt. aq benci & menyampah glew dgn kO....kO taw x???klO kO nk dye, kO ckp!aq bgi!xyah sush2 kO sktkn hti aq....tpi dgn syrt dye happy dgn kau & dye xskew kat aq...klO dye sygkn aq...aq xkn bgi dye kat kO....sbb dye milik aq seOwg SELAMANYER!!!fhm???aq bOsan lyn org mcm kO....klO kO SKEW & SYG kat dye, kO ckp dpn2 dkt aq....kte settle & biar tuan pnyer bdn sndri bt. plhn...hbs citew...xpyh berdalih...aq xnk cri gdOh dgn org...tpi kO xhbs2 nk bt. aq cembru!!!skrg, aq trOs terg psl hati & perasaan aq!!!puas???aq xskew tgOk org yg aq syg dgn org lain...wlOpOwn dgn mama aq sndri pOwn, aq akn cembru ble mama aq dOk sbOt2 psl org lain....klO aq ckp aq xskew, jgn lh bt...klO kO rsa kO nk org yg aq syg tu, kO ckp!aq bgi kO handle sndri...terpulg la kat kO nk bt. ap pOwn dgn dye...klO aq jdiK mcm tu, mknayer aq tkkn ksh dh ap nk jdiK dkt kOrg....tlOng jgn smpi aq bt. mcm tuh....sbb wktu tu, aq akn mnjdi msOh yg terbaik utk kO...aq memg blh jdiK kwn yg terbaik, & aq juga blh jdiK msOh yg terbaik....utk org2 yg aq rsa minx aq jdiK mcm tu...aq benci glew2 dgn org yg ketiga!!!!phm tak???krn org ketiga aq slalu brgdOh dgn org yg aq syg...aq dh byk pengalaman pht krn org ketiga, sbb tu aq benci glew dgn org ketiga!jdiK jgn tmbhkn lgi kephtn dlm hdp aq....asal kO pki ayt ‘yg aq ambik hak kO....’ klO kO rsa aq ambik hak kO, kO brdpn dgn aq then, kO ckp ap hak kO yg aq ambik & aq pOwn teringin nk tnyew kat kO sjak ble dye jdiK hak kO...stahu aq semua makhluk di dunia ni, adalah milik Allah S.W.T....jdi phm2 sndri laa...aq xskew ambik hak org, jdiK klO aq taw dye hak org, aq tkkn kcO dye....trOs terg aq ckp, aq tkkn kcO selgi dye hak kO....tpi klO org tu pOwn xde pape....kO xyah la nk pksa2...then ckp kat kwn kO, aq ambik hak kO!hilg akal ap???jgn la dOk canang crita stu bt. gjh psl aq...aq xskew....aq, aq pnyer hal...aq tkkn mrh tnpa sbb....& pesnn kpd sesiapa yg terasa....’klO sy tgh mrh, anda xprlu brtnyewkn knape....sbb nnty anda yg jdiK mgsa mrh sy...lps tu, anda bgtw dkt Org klO sy tgh mrh anda yg akn sy mrh....’ terima ksh sgt2 la aq ucpkn...aq rsa aq xleh la nk luahkn perasaan mrh aq dkt org cam kO....lbh baik aq pendam, diam....lgi bgOs...drpd aq skitkn hti kO??btOi x???aq amt hrgai perbuatan kO....& thanx utk org ketiga tu, sbb brjya bt. Zahirah fed-up....
~thank you very much 4 all this!~
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