wHy My HeArT???

sOmetimes i feel my jealOus feelings are gone frOm me....but when i fOund anyOne with the persOn i lOve i feel heart brOken....i dOn’t knOw why???i always OverlOok my distance with the persOn that make me feel heart brOken cOz maybe that’s nOt the last time she’ll dO it...hermmm.....sOunds weird....K when i miss sOmeOne tOo much, my fever will be cOming...cOz sOmetimes my heart cannOt stand anymOre....huhuu...i’m nOt a persOn that easy tO get angry Or hate sOmeOne....i’ll get angry at certain2 time when my angry pressure is really On a maximum....i dOn’t knOw why i can’t think abOut my feelings be4 Others feelings...i always give what Others trying tO grab frOm me even the persOn that i lOve sO much tO give them the satisfied feelings...huhuu....i like 2 see peOple happy even i’m the One whO hurt here.....if sOmeOne that i lOve, dOesn’t lOve me?what can i dO Otherwise leave it live happily with the persOn that she/he lOve....huhuu...eventhOgh it’s nOt easy 4 me tO accept the facts....i like the persOn whO like tO sulky with me cOz 4 me that’s will be sweet...huhuu...as sweet as hOney...J